Okay....okay.... Thank you for your concern and I really do appreciate it but contrary to how my previous post sounded I am not steaming mad or contemplating suicide here. I had a blue day....I get them every now and then. I feel bad, blow it off and then am back to my normally (whatever) self. Its a cycle, I know its a cycle and I have learned to accept it. I get up, go to work and get through my day--its not like I am holed up in my home, unable to crawl out of bed. Still...I am glad to know you all care and I love you all dearly.