Thursday, June 14, 2007

If no one will ever see it is it still considered pornographic?

Shocker blog kids so screw your eyes shut if you are easily offended....well, or just easily grossed out. Last night I borrowed my friend's digital camera and took DIRTY PICTURES OF MYSELF! Okay...dirty might be a bit harsh since nothing is really showing but my shirt is off and you can just see where my breasts start to swell but nothing else. Basically its just pics of my face and shoulders on a white fake fur rug and pink rose petals tossed around. Why? Because I am tired of thinking of myself as unattractive and wanted some pictures where I felt beautiful. Most of them weren't (several looked like they should be posted on a fridge as an incentive to diet!) but I did get quite a few that I am really pleased with which are now stored on a file within a file within a file within a file (get that?) on my computer. (Hackers please note that the computer I blog with is NOT the one with the pics...that little baby doesn't have internet access--SORRY!)Am I sorry I descended to such low levels to boost up my failing self esteem? Nah....and besides, its not as if I plan to post them online or even ever get them printed....and NO this has NOTHING to do with my pin-up girl blog! Seriously, even though I think I look great no guy is gonna want to see that even if I felt like sharing...

2 comments:

Miya said...

Bleh, I know how those days feel...the pics on my myspace were taken the only day I actually really DID my hair and makeup that week...I took like 50 photos and only a few looked cute...but sometimes you just need at least one pic of yourself lookin' perty (and the aid of a bit o' photoshop for the perfect lighting!!!) to post on the fridge and feel not so icky.

shoezimm said...

Yeah but I still need to figure photoshop out....until then I am happy with what I ended up with.